halo blog :)

Wew..it has been so long that i haven't posted anything here
I'll try to write random things again :)
for one year and half it was quite difficult to write anything
more due to my laziness
well but I'll try to post again :D

Welcome to My New World :)

Dear blog,

it's a quite long time for me not to write 

well i had to adapt my self to my new environment, new job, new people, and new blah blah blah

n I couldn't believe my self that i forgot so many necessary things

n kept on grumbling and sighing all day long

n now I still wonder why I could be such a jerk

I did nothing but drowning myself in misery (OMG, it's exaggerating) and stopped being positive

I guess being apart from fellas and bf whom I usually see everyday is kinda hard

but time went by

suddenly I realize that being apart from those I love is not a reason for me being a lazy hag complaining about everything and refusing to do something right

well..My mom made me realize
without her, I'm still lost in my thought, busily pitying myself why can't I do this and that

Lord, I thank you for giving me such a great mother :) 

well..Now, I'm trying to be positive, I'm trying to love job more
yeah...I should've done this from the very start
Because of this job, I can go into new places I never think I will be able to be there
Because of this job, I see new faces, I learn sooo many new things
Dear Lord, It's not what I dreamed to be..
But I do hope that this job can be one of the greatest lessons and experiences You give me

Got some pics for u
These are some places I visited during my working time :)

To the Dollop-Heads*

 

Dear dollop-heads,

I don’t know what’s on your head..but sometimes I want to know what’s in it

Dear dollop-heads,

How can it be that you’re always on my life? Sometimes, even my besties are dollop-heads. Am I such attractive to you? A magnet?

Dear dollop-heads,

 How can you be so dumb for not thinking about others, the people suffering because of you?

Dear dollop-heads,

Why can’t I pretend that you’re not a dollop-head, or better, think positively about you?

Dear dollop-heads,

If you do or say something wrong, just admit it…I won’t take any blame on you

Dear dollop-heads,

Is your brain that small so you can only think about yourself? This world isn’t only about you. It doesn’t revolve only around you.

Dear dollop-heads,

Stop acting like you know everything and boasting about yourself. You’re only human, like the others.

Dear dollop-heads,

Why are you so annoying?

Dear dollop-heads,

Don’t stick around. Stay away from me!

Dear dollop-heads,

Why are you a dollop head?

*Well..I borrow the term “dollop-head” from Merlin the series which refers to person who thinks that he/she is the Mr./Mrs. I’m-always-right, blinded by their attitude and doesn’t want to care about their surroundings. I don’t know what’s the term for such kinda person, narrow-minded? Small brain? I don’t know..so I just use the term dollop-head.

adoooohhh

akhir2 ini bener2 g bisa bagi waktu nih T_T
kemaren2 lembur editan materi yang berjibun
sekarang..jadwal udah biasa..tapi gara2 si akang malah ketagihan maen game online
hadeeehhh...bukanya produktif malah jadi pemalas nih T_T
kangen pengen jahit2
pengen nempel2..tapi kok mudnya lagi g dapet ya..
mood..pada kemana sih??
mampir donk ke tempatku :(

lagi curiga ama diri sendiri..jangan2 ku tuh bosenan ya?
habis..mendadak mud ilang =___=a
ah..moga cepet ketemu lagi ama si mud

well..is this the end?

tadi pagi jam 1 mendapat telpon yg lumayan membuat hati sakit
sg pacar minta putus gara2 satu hal..bingung serius apa g..setelah bertahun2 jalan n putus sambung
tapi doi bulat dengan keputusan itu,,
y sudah, cm bisa nerima aj.. toh emg ku salah jg
cm berasa sayang..4 tahun bareng kok akhirnya cm kaya gini
tapi y tak apa lah..sedih, tapi apa mau di kata..
perjalanan masih panjang..semoga Allah menunjukkan yg terbaik buat kami berdua
klo emang kami jodoh, maka persatukan kami y Robb
tapi jika bukan, jalinlah tali silaturahmi kami..jangan dipisahkan
sekarang sih que sera sera..
I made mistake, I'll take my consequences

Stress akut T__T

Lama g ngeblogging..lama g bikin2 flanel craft

Hueeeeeeeeeeee……kanggeennn T.T

Maklum..baru pindah kerja.n blum lepas dari Kerjaan yang lama.

These 2 weeks feel like hell!!! (padahal yo g tau hell kaya apa ==’)

Habis gimana lagi donk L

Jam 7-4 ngantor

Jam 4-8 ngajar

Jam 8-1 translate, jam stgh 7 dah berangkat ngantor lagi

Nyaaakkk..kapan punya waktu buat diri sendiri???

Kapan punya waktu buat bikin2???

Stress akut =_________________=

Ni mata udah kaya matanya panda/rakun

Belang2 item..nah ntu ada istilah paman hidung belang.

lha aku kok mata belang =__=

Kaya kucing aja

Tapi g apa lah..semuanya patut disyukuri..hehehehe

Tapi..

Tapi..

Tapi..

Tapiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii……………..

Pengen liburaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

Hoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah T______________T

GRRRR

howaaahhhh...
This morning is such kinda annoying :(
I was surrounded by noisy ppl
I wanted to stay away from them but Aarrrgh!!! I just couldn't do it
they kept following  me.
Go mind ur own business dude !!!