Welcome to My New World :)

Dear blog,

it's a quite long time for me not to write 

well i had to adapt my self to my new environment, new job, new people, and new blah blah blah

n I couldn't believe my self that i forgot so many necessary things

n kept on grumbling and sighing all day long

n now I still wonder why I could be such a jerk

I did nothing but drowning myself in misery (OMG, it's exaggerating) and stopped being positive

I guess being apart from fellas and bf whom I usually see everyday is kinda hard

but time went by

suddenly I realize that being apart from those I love is not a reason for me being a lazy hag complaining about everything and refusing to do something right

well..My mom made me realize
without her, I'm still lost in my thought, busily pitying myself why can't I do this and that

Lord, I thank you for giving me such a great mother :) 

well..Now, I'm trying to be positive, I'm trying to love job more
yeah...I should've done this from the very start
Because of this job, I can go into new places I never think I will be able to be there
Because of this job, I see new faces, I learn sooo many new things
Dear Lord, It's not what I dreamed to be..
But I do hope that this job can be one of the greatest lessons and experiences You give me

Got some pics for u
These are some places I visited during my working time :)

To the Dollop-Heads*

 

Dear dollop-heads,

I don’t know what’s on your head..but sometimes I want to know what’s in it

Dear dollop-heads,

How can it be that you’re always on my life? Sometimes, even my besties are dollop-heads. Am I such attractive to you? A magnet?

Dear dollop-heads,

 How can you be so dumb for not thinking about others, the people suffering because of you?

Dear dollop-heads,

Why can’t I pretend that you’re not a dollop-head, or better, think positively about you?

Dear dollop-heads,

If you do or say something wrong, just admit it…I won’t take any blame on you

Dear dollop-heads,

Is your brain that small so you can only think about yourself? This world isn’t only about you. It doesn’t revolve only around you.

Dear dollop-heads,

Stop acting like you know everything and boasting about yourself. You’re only human, like the others.

Dear dollop-heads,

Why are you so annoying?

Dear dollop-heads,

Don’t stick around. Stay away from me!

Dear dollop-heads,

Why are you a dollop head?

*Well..I borrow the term “dollop-head” from Merlin the series which refers to person who thinks that he/she is the Mr./Mrs. I’m-always-right, blinded by their attitude and doesn’t want to care about their surroundings. I don’t know what’s the term for such kinda person, narrow-minded? Small brain? I don’t know..so I just use the term dollop-head.

adoooohhh

akhir2 ini bener2 g bisa bagi waktu nih T_T
kemaren2 lembur editan materi yang berjibun
sekarang..jadwal udah biasa..tapi gara2 si akang malah ketagihan maen game online
hadeeehhh...bukanya produktif malah jadi pemalas nih T_T
kangen pengen jahit2
pengen nempel2..tapi kok mudnya lagi g dapet ya..
mood..pada kemana sih??
mampir donk ke tempatku :(

lagi curiga ama diri sendiri..jangan2 ku tuh bosenan ya?
habis..mendadak mud ilang =___=a
ah..moga cepet ketemu lagi ama si mud

well..is this the end?

tadi pagi jam 1 mendapat telpon yg lumayan membuat hati sakit
sg pacar minta putus gara2 satu hal..bingung serius apa g..setelah bertahun2 jalan n putus sambung
tapi doi bulat dengan keputusan itu,,
y sudah, cm bisa nerima aj.. toh emg ku salah jg
cm berasa sayang..4 tahun bareng kok akhirnya cm kaya gini
tapi y tak apa lah..sedih, tapi apa mau di kata..
perjalanan masih panjang..semoga Allah menunjukkan yg terbaik buat kami berdua
klo emang kami jodoh, maka persatukan kami y Robb
tapi jika bukan, jalinlah tali silaturahmi kami..jangan dipisahkan
sekarang sih que sera sera..
I made mistake, I'll take my consequences

Stress akut T__T

Lama g ngeblogging..lama g bikin2 flanel craft

Hueeeeeeeeeeee……kanggeennn T.T

Maklum..baru pindah kerja.n blum lepas dari Kerjaan yang lama.

These 2 weeks feel like hell!!! (padahal yo g tau hell kaya apa ==’)

Habis gimana lagi donk L

Jam 7-4 ngantor

Jam 4-8 ngajar

Jam 8-1 translate, jam stgh 7 dah berangkat ngantor lagi

Nyaaakkk..kapan punya waktu buat diri sendiri???

Kapan punya waktu buat bikin2???

Stress akut =_________________=

Ni mata udah kaya matanya panda/rakun

Belang2 item..nah ntu ada istilah paman hidung belang.

lha aku kok mata belang =__=

Kaya kucing aja

Tapi g apa lah..semuanya patut disyukuri..hehehehe

Tapi..

Tapi..

Tapi..

Tapiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii……………..

Pengen liburaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

Hoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah T______________T

Indahnya kerja

Yang namanya sadar itu kadang emang datangnya belakangan yah? Hehehehe..setelah lulus kul n kerja..ku baru sadar banyak hal (makasih ya Rabb, ku masih diberi kesempatan buat sadar)
Setelah kerja beneran, baru ngrasain yang namanya lembur...(beda nih ma nglembur skripsi)
tiap hari bangun n menjalani rutinitas yang sama..jadi bener2 menghargai yang namanya waktu luang n kebersamaan brg yang lain :D
yang paling bikin sadar sih tentu aja finansial :p
sekarang udah ngrasain hidup sendiri..cari duit sendiri, banting tulang menafkahi diri sendiri
yang ini bener2 membuatku teringat n sadar banyak hal
Pertama..malu sama diri sendiri..dulu waktu kuliah kebanyakan maunya, seenaknya aja minta uang saku sama ibu tanpa memperhitungkan seberapa keras ibu banting tulang (sekarang udah bisa ngrasain..n meras berdosa bgt). Bu, dian akan buat ibu bangga..pengorbanan ibu g akan sia2 T^T
Kedua, klo yang namanya jerih payah itu selalu ada hasilnya :D

Y rabb..betapa aku bersyukur bekerja membuatku belajar akan banyak hal untuk sekarang dan masa depan

I DO have dreams

When I was a baby girl, I had a dream of becoming doctor, then astronaut..then president..singer..ah so many dreams that I had n now I can’t remember what I wanted to be

See..people get old..So do I..

Some will be mature enough..some will remain the same as they were, kids

N I guess, I belong to second group..I am what I was..a kid..a baby girl

But that baby girl had some circumstances that wouldn’t allow her to stay the same

That forced her to leave her wonderland n face the reality

Lil by lil I learn about life..it’s not as simple as we think..it’s not as easy as we want it to be

It can be so bitter, so harsh and cruel…

I was raised in a broken home family..But there’s no need to be ashamed

I love my family..n I’m grateful for what God has given to me

U know..because of that I can learn so many things..

That having ones I can trust till the end..having ones I can fight with..having ones I can share my burdens with..having ones called “family” is one of God’s greatest gifts

That having a place called “home” (though some people won’t take this word seriously) where u can return to when the world turns its back on you is such an indescribable happiness

When I was a kid..and till now, I like  to read fairy tales n bedtime stories..Well, for some of u who often read western children stories probably will find a phrase saying “Happily ever after” almost in every story. When I was a baby girl, I did believe that phrase..

That’s the point what makes me a baby girl, always..

I’m 23..n till now..I do believe that “Happily ever after” do exists

I don’t need a prince, I don’t need castle, I don’t need horse-drawn carriage

What I want are just a simple but happy family and a place called home when I can raise my kids with my own hands..seeing them grown and holding hands with my husband..or perhaps sitting in bench n watching our grandchildren running in the playground

Well..it’s kinda ordinary, isn’t it?

But sometimes being ordinary is the best thing that’s so hard to achieve

..I DO have dreams..

Hope God grants my dreams  

n I hope someday the days will come to me

They surely will

Horeee....my first award !!!

Howaaaahhhh…..
dapet cipratan blogger award dari mba Vita Eka Sandra alias mba V yang judulnya (heleh kaya film aja) “Stylish Blogger Award” wahahaha….padahal blog saya g stylish blass

Tapi makasih ya mba V buat cipratan awardnya

Jadi penyemangat buat bikin blog lebih stylish..kekekekekke

Ngikut adat nih :D (sebenernya nyontek dari blognya mb V) saying thanks n gratitude dulu ^^

Pertama-tama…saya ucapkan terima kasih kehadirat Allah SWT atas kesempatan anugerahnya berwujud teman2 flanelQta yg cantik n baek2

Kedua-dua (heleh) terimakasih saya ucapkan kepada ibu yg udah beliin modem..klo g ada modem g mungkin ku bisa ngeblog wekekekekeke

Ketiga-tiga alias yg terakhir makasih buat mba V yg udah nyipratin award yah :D padahal ku masih newbie di dunia blogger…berarti klo dirunut2 thanks-nya ke makdhe juga yg udah ngasih mba V award n nyipratin ke aku..weheheheheheheh

Makasih ya mba V..makasih semuanyaaaa 

Jadi PRnya 8 things bout me yah?

Hokaaayhhh

So lemme share 8 things bout me :D

(ceileh gaya pake bahasa Inggris)

BIODATA

Nama lengkapnya panjang kaya kereta

Dian Catur Prasetyaningtyas Kurniawati panggilannya macem2 ada yang panggil Dian, dhee (di), Teplok, telor ceplok, Hika dan panggilan yang paling umum adalah Teppy =___= kadang irang bertanya, dari mana nama teppy berasal. Dian itu nama yg pasaran bgt =__= nah sama temen2 dicariin panggilan lain

Dian itu kan bahasa Jawanya “lampu” sedangkan “lampu” di bahasa Jawa itu “teplok” tapi berhubung nama “teplok” sudah umum maka diganti dengan nama “teppy” biar kesannya lebih feminine (padahal yo gak)

Saya lahir di Magelang tanggal 3 Desember 1987. Anak terakhir dari 4 bersaudara :D

8 FACTS BOUT DHEE!

Moody 

I’m a moody person. Super duper moody. Moodynya ngefek buat semua hal, termasuk kerja, makan, tidur, njait2, nggunting2.Cuma 2 hal yang moodynya g ngefek..nonton anime n baca (manga) komik..wahahahahah..saya kan pecinta komik n anime :D. call me a freak 

        

      Water-lover (alias pecinta air)

Hohohoho..saya pecinta berat air (tapi yang bersih lho ya)..sungai. laut, kolam renang, 

danau.rasanya langsung pengen nyebur aja.tapi g hobi nyebur got loh ya :D

Hobi: hujan-hujanan

Do love cultures, language n craft

I do love cultures, languages n craft. Selalu penasaran n pengen tahu tentang semua kebudayaan and semua bahasa yang ada di dunia. Suka bgt sama craft… pengen bisa semua jenis craft. Tapi sayangnya bau sempet belajar flannel aja. Semoga habis ini punya kesempatan belajar yang lain juga.

          Doyan cowok cakep bermata sipit (Wakakakakakka)

Wakakakakka..g tau dari jaman muda (halah…kaya sekarang udah tua)

tergila gila ama cowok bermata sipit,,itu sebabnya ku pecinta artis2 jepun ^^ 

hmm..kadang korea juga

   

      Cat lover

Penggila kucing…g cm kucing sih, ku suka hampir semua binatang kecuali reptile =___=

              Benci gunting2 =___=

Kebalikan sama mba Vita Eka Sandra :p, ku benci banget yg namanya gunting menggunting. Milih njait deh :p

Si Kebo alias si Susah Bangun :p
Muahahahahha..ku doyan banget ngebo alias tidur
ape dulunya reinkarnasi kebo yah? =____=
semoga bukan




Si Mata Yuyu (alias Mata Kepiting)
g tau nih...bawaan dri lahir. mata gampang banget berair
jadi sering dikira nangis mulu kerjaannya
padahal cm ngantuk =___=
but I'm a crybaby too :p


Hoaahhh..selese juga deh PRnya...Sekian dari saya hehehehehe.ni harus dilempar yah? bingung euy mau dilempar ke siapa :(..dilemparnya besok2 yah..nyusul
So that's all for me :D thankies for the award given to me ^^

crisis of identity (n my own crisis??)

well I possibly complain too much
making too much junk here.no matter how I just want to spill everything out
what's so cool about Indonesian slang language?for real????
both the alay n jakarta lang
It's not that I don't like that lo-gue language
when it's used by jakartanese or those coming from big city, I don't mind
but whenever it comes to those living in a small town, God..it's so annoying
Why can't they speak the way they usually are?

instead of using that loe-gue language, why they can't use their own language
haaah..I just hate them for being so-cool-wanna-be
no offense to Jakartanese or Betawinese :)
I only hate the ppl who aren't native of those Jakarta n Betawi lang then use them to make them sound "cool"

btw..it's funny that I myself posted this without using javanese and I complain much about them for not using their own language
poor me. I'm inconsistent.. =____=

this is the result of spending time

can't start felting so I just made this in the office :)

so long not to draw so that it possibly is bad :)