Welcome to My New World :)

Dear blog,

it's a quite long time for me not to write 

well i had to adapt my self to my new environment, new job, new people, and new blah blah blah

n I couldn't believe my self that i forgot so many necessary things

n kept on grumbling and sighing all day long

n now I still wonder why I could be such a jerk

I did nothing but drowning myself in misery (OMG, it's exaggerating) and stopped being positive

I guess being apart from fellas and bf whom I usually see everyday is kinda hard

but time went by

suddenly I realize that being apart from those I love is not a reason for me being a lazy hag complaining about everything and refusing to do something right

well..My mom made me realize
without her, I'm still lost in my thought, busily pitying myself why can't I do this and that

Lord, I thank you for giving me such a great mother :) 

well..Now, I'm trying to be positive, I'm trying to love job more
yeah...I should've done this from the very start
Because of this job, I can go into new places I never think I will be able to be there
Because of this job, I see new faces, I learn sooo many new things
Dear Lord, It's not what I dreamed to be..
But I do hope that this job can be one of the greatest lessons and experiences You give me

Got some pics for u
These are some places I visited during my working time :)

To the Dollop-Heads*

 

Dear dollop-heads,

I don’t know what’s on your head..but sometimes I want to know what’s in it

Dear dollop-heads,

How can it be that you’re always on my life? Sometimes, even my besties are dollop-heads. Am I such attractive to you? A magnet?

Dear dollop-heads,

 How can you be so dumb for not thinking about others, the people suffering because of you?

Dear dollop-heads,

Why can’t I pretend that you’re not a dollop-head, or better, think positively about you?

Dear dollop-heads,

If you do or say something wrong, just admit it…I won’t take any blame on you

Dear dollop-heads,

Is your brain that small so you can only think about yourself? This world isn’t only about you. It doesn’t revolve only around you.

Dear dollop-heads,

Stop acting like you know everything and boasting about yourself. You’re only human, like the others.

Dear dollop-heads,

Why are you so annoying?

Dear dollop-heads,

Don’t stick around. Stay away from me!

Dear dollop-heads,

Why are you a dollop head?

*Well..I borrow the term “dollop-head” from Merlin the series which refers to person who thinks that he/she is the Mr./Mrs. I’m-always-right, blinded by their attitude and doesn’t want to care about their surroundings. I don’t know what’s the term for such kinda person, narrow-minded? Small brain? I don’t know..so I just use the term dollop-head.

adoooohhh

akhir2 ini bener2 g bisa bagi waktu nih T_T
kemaren2 lembur editan materi yang berjibun
sekarang..jadwal udah biasa..tapi gara2 si akang malah ketagihan maen game online
hadeeehhh...bukanya produktif malah jadi pemalas nih T_T
kangen pengen jahit2
pengen nempel2..tapi kok mudnya lagi g dapet ya..
mood..pada kemana sih??
mampir donk ke tempatku :(

lagi curiga ama diri sendiri..jangan2 ku tuh bosenan ya?
habis..mendadak mud ilang =___=a
ah..moga cepet ketemu lagi ama si mud

well..is this the end?

tadi pagi jam 1 mendapat telpon yg lumayan membuat hati sakit
sg pacar minta putus gara2 satu hal..bingung serius apa g..setelah bertahun2 jalan n putus sambung
tapi doi bulat dengan keputusan itu,,
y sudah, cm bisa nerima aj.. toh emg ku salah jg
cm berasa sayang..4 tahun bareng kok akhirnya cm kaya gini
tapi y tak apa lah..sedih, tapi apa mau di kata..
perjalanan masih panjang..semoga Allah menunjukkan yg terbaik buat kami berdua
klo emang kami jodoh, maka persatukan kami y Robb
tapi jika bukan, jalinlah tali silaturahmi kami..jangan dipisahkan
sekarang sih que sera sera..
I made mistake, I'll take my consequences

Stress akut T__T

Lama g ngeblogging..lama g bikin2 flanel craft

Hueeeeeeeeeeee……kanggeennn T.T

Maklum..baru pindah kerja.n blum lepas dari Kerjaan yang lama.

These 2 weeks feel like hell!!! (padahal yo g tau hell kaya apa ==’)

Habis gimana lagi donk L

Jam 7-4 ngantor

Jam 4-8 ngajar

Jam 8-1 translate, jam stgh 7 dah berangkat ngantor lagi

Nyaaakkk..kapan punya waktu buat diri sendiri???

Kapan punya waktu buat bikin2???

Stress akut =_________________=

Ni mata udah kaya matanya panda/rakun

Belang2 item..nah ntu ada istilah paman hidung belang.

lha aku kok mata belang =__=

Kaya kucing aja

Tapi g apa lah..semuanya patut disyukuri..hehehehe

Tapi..

Tapi..

Tapi..

Tapiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii……………..

Pengen liburaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

Hoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah T______________T

GRRRR

howaaahhhh...
This morning is such kinda annoying :(
I was surrounded by noisy ppl
I wanted to stay away from them but Aarrrgh!!! I just couldn't do it
they kept following  me.
Go mind ur own business dude !!!

boneka wisuda

hoehehehehhehehe
akhirnya kesampaian juga bikin boneka wisudaan
pake jilbab pula..selama ni bingung banget klo bikin jilbab
dah berkali2 bikin gagal mulu..
yang kepalanya dibilang mirip cumi2 lah pochi (pocong) lah
huuhuhu..dibilang pochi itu yang bikin menohok

tapi akhirnya nekat..bikin2 trus..maju trus pantang mundur
akhirnya jadi juga hahahahah
mau jelek juga biarrr XD yg penting jadi beybeh
wkwkwkwkwk
*lagi hepi nari2 gara udah jadi*

jadinya kaya begini :D

one step closer!!
coba truuussss..g boleh nyerah XD
namanya juga belajar..harus ada salahnya dulu ^^
malah jadi tambah semangat buat memperbaiki